Ottawa had snow two weeks ago, and now it’s so hot we have a heat warning.
This doesn’t feel all that abnormal in a way. We have the more bizarre weather. I don’t miss the snow, but I do miss opening the windows to let a cool breeze in the house. Instead, our AC is already on.
It’s day 75 I think I read somewhere and well, it’s much of the same as my last post.
I’m working longer days which makes things feel a bit more normal, but the exhaustion doesn’t leave. I’ve been working hard on new offerings though and have updated www.rebeccastanisic.com – it’s exciting to have new projects.
I am so fortunate to be working, and starting to pick up growth in my work again, despite these times. I know so many aren’t in the same situation.
Andy and I continue to donate locally, a small way to give back and share how grateful we are for our own situation.
Worry continues, and while Ottawa’s numbers remain low, we know the virus remains so we are vigilante. We have the option not to go into stores (grocery trunk pick up, curb side pick ups and deliveries remain our go-to) so we don’t, even as things open.
The worry isn’t just about staying safe, but also about staying content and mentally healthy. Most days we all truck along an do okay, but I know Andy isn’t sleep as well and my daughter misses friends, school and playing with others. So my worry now morphs to ‘are we doing ok’ and ‘how do I protect my family’ and ‘how do I keep spirits up’. Mothers have long had that care giving roll but I suspect this pandemic will show how much of a toll it can take on us.
It’s not all gloom and doom. The nicer weather means we are enjoying getting outside more, going for walks around our neighbourhood, indulging in cool drinks and chocolate popsicles, and planting a garden.
I am reading outside a lot, which is something I do every year when the weather turns nice, but that bit of normalcy is a welcome distraction.
I am not one who usually feels green with envy, but I would be lying if spending more time at home, in our own (smallish) space this summer doesn’t have me longingly staring at the pools and large backyards that so many friends and family members seem to have (will this be the next major purchase for many families this summer?). I am looking into a blow up pool that will at least keep my daughter cool and have some fun. I think I can get one that is 8 feet 😉
I remain hopeful in a time that can feel hopeless. I think that’s rather important but it’s still all exhausting.
We are doing the best we can, as a family we are sticking together, and openly communicate with each other. There are still plenty of laughs and our time together has so much fruitfulness, I am grateful for these three people.
